Day of Rememberance

Every year on this day I take a good look at my life and I am always so thankful for everything I have. 17yrs ago today my one of my best friends, Donna died. She was 16 yrs old and had cancer. Donna, Stacey and I were inseperable. Life was very hard for a long time without her. She was the 1st person who was important in my life that died and I did not deal with it well. She was a very good influence on me but after her death I made some very questionable choices. I still miss her terribly and wonder what my life would be like if she were still here. Luckily everything has turned out well and now I have a great life and a wonderful family. But today my thoughts are with Donna and what might have been.