I Did It!

Okay, this morning I registered for classes at the college, all signed up and paid for so I guess I HAVE to go now. I start school in 3 weeks. I am really nervous about going back and it's funny to me that the kids are so excited because I can do homework with them now. I just hope I can keep up, I will have 5 classes and my mind is definitely not what it used to be and even before it wasn't all that great. I am also a little worried about the craziness to come, with school, work, the kids and just the regular house stuff to keep up with things are definitely going to be hectic around here for the next few years.

Just Another Day

Friday, July 27, 2007
Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)
Hard work at home is good medicine for your soul, even if it seems like others are having more fun than you. Enjoyment is still a step or two away for you. There are things to be done and you know that you're the one who must do them. Examine the feelings that come up while you are being more responsible than you want to be.

well, this horoscope sounds like no fun at all :( Not liking the being responsible part, I have been trying to avoid that at all costs lately.

Anyway, nothing really going on for us today, got to take Ryan to the office to go see Duane's boss, she missed him too and we will stop by mom's church to check out their dollar sale but that's it for me today, guess I should do some stuff at home like my horoscope says too but I don't really want to :(

Today's Horoscope

Okay, I have decided to start watching my horoscope more closely (promise I won't post them every day, just when I think they are interestng :) ) since I have realized more often than not when I do check it that it seems to relate very closely to what is going on in my life at the moment. So here is today's, I can definitely see some truth in there but not completely, guess we'll have to see what secrets the day brings. Never know what i may learn today :)


Thursday, July 26, 2007

Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)

You could be stressing about what to say and what to keep secret. Your fantasies have been more active than usual, but don't tell everyone what's going on behind your gracious smile and charming eyes. There are some things better left unsaid. For now, discretion may really be the better part of valor.

Obsessions

Question - How do you stop wanting something that you want badly but know you can't have? You've had a taste of it, loved it, and are now being told no more. I know that it is in my best interest to stop but it is soooo hard to not want it all the time. Sometimes life sucks.

On that note, I am trying to cut back on my Pepsi intake, the potato chips, ice cream, all the crap I eat on a daily basis. I found out last week that a friend of mine from high school died, no one I have talked to has been able to find out the exact cause of death which is weird, but it has just got me thinking. I don't want to die at 32. I have such a unhealthy life style and I guess it is time to change that. So I start with my food and I figure exercise is next, I better start doing some since I do pretty much do none at all right now.

I am having a hard time though wanting the things I shouldn't have, it has turned into an outright obsession with some things. The more I tell myself I can't have it, the more I want it. My brain knows it is not the right thing to do, to just stay away but I know it's there and I can't help myself. I was doing really good with this last week, but I caved today. How do you do this when what you want it staring you in the face?

HE'S HOME!!!!!

My Baby is back!!! I went and picked up Ryan today. His grandmother met me in Pennsylvania. It was a very long day. 12 hours in the car but I am so happy to have him back. Although it only took about 1 hour for him and Ashlyn to start bickering :( and by the time we finished the 6hr drive home I was ready to throw them both out of the car. It was such a beautiful sight to see his smiling face and it was oh so wonderful to hold him in my arms. I just wonder, if I am this bad after only 5 weeks what in the world I will do when he moves out for good. Oh well, we'll worry about that in a couple of years, right now I am just going to enjoy having my baby home.